Sunday, October 31, 2010
8:35 PM | 
Posted by
Jeriko |
I wanna prove myself na kaya kong gawin ang gusto ko gawin. Na kaya kong magawa ang naririnig at ineexpect ng iba sa akin. Minsan nga, alam kong biro lang yun sa akin, pero sapol eh, nag-declare ako, i made a pronouncement na gagawin ko toh, a friend of mine cracked a joke, "ayan na naman." Di ba? and in a way nakaka-discourage dahil mismong mga tao sa paligid ko nawawalan ng tiwala sa kakayahan ko.Yes, I am really less motivated, nakakadown, nakakadepress... Pero kung hindi ako magiging faithful t magpapa-apekto sa sinsabi ng iba, matutupad ko kaya ang gusto kong mangyari sa sarili ko? Hindi ko naman siguro mare-reach yun kung hindi ko pagtitiyagaang tuparin, hindi ba?
I hope with less time that I have, I can prove myself na kaya ko. I am the ultimate judge of my acts. Dapat siguro hindi ko na pansinin ang sinasabi ng iba, it is about me, diba? Not about them.
Sabi nga ng daddy ko, "wag kang matatakot kung wala kang mali na ginagawa," it's like simply saying na, maaring kawalan o kalamangan ko naman yung ginagawa ko eh.
I know its melodramatic, I seriously need some motivation, i need words of encouragement, i need people, especially friends, who would make me feel that they're behind me ready to support and cheer me up.
Seriously speaking, I'm trying to motivate myself, it's my ability as a sagittarian to self-motivate, pero feel ko na kasi ngayon it's not self-motivation anymore eh, it's foolishness...
"For the Lord will be the source of your confidence, and He will guard your foot from being caught in a trap." [Proverb 3:26]
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